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WELCOME TO MY LITTLE WORLD!

It's all about my idea.

Words allow you to articulate your imaginations.
Writing is a resort for internal adequacy.
Ideas are relative and opinions do matter.
Going beyond border is a dream I wish to come true.
Let my heart pen its memories and experiences.
Let the unedited blogs be the yardstick for freewill!
Let the words expose the beauty of my travails in life.
Let my entries reveal my dynamic dreams and aspirations.
Let the characters portray the roles amidst despair.
Let every homo sapiens sapiens feel the importance of blogging as the medium for exercising freedom of expression.

It's all about ME!

I have been accused several times for being so pretentious in almost evrything I do.
I have a handful of nicknames and tons of friends.
I am a frustrated writer.
I bleed green but I am not related to Shrek.
I love cakes and chocolates although its calorific.
I love hanging out with friends.
It's my way on how to make myself busy.
I have weird preferences...
People watching is my hobby cause it develops my skill in observation.
Love is never my priority. cause it makes me sick.
I celebrate the gift of Single-blessedness.
but your always welcome to change that.
I don't need your attitude, I have my own.
I do very bad things, and I do them very well.
I am who I am, your opinion isn't needed.
I am not saying I am perfect.
In fact, I'm far from it;
I'm just saying I'm worth it
I am TOTALLY me!

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

9/23/2008 06:06:00 AM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

9/21/2008 06:12:00 AM

I WONDER

I wonder how you maintain the innocent face amidst the polluted minds of the people.
I wonder how you focus your deeds to all the possible goodness of the world.
I wonder how good-natured your character is yet at times I feel it's hypocrisy.
I wonder how you're angelic and heroic actions compensate everything.

I wonder why you can sustain such personality when everyone else turns blue.
I wonder why you're good, sweet, caring and a hero to the needy.
I wonder why I don't possess the values you inherently own.
I wonder why I can't be like you.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

9/17/2008 08:51:00 AM

Tell me the price and I'll pay you.

Concealed name...

Tell me the price and I'll pay you.

Blank stare...

Tell me the price and I'll pay you.

Silent remark...

Tell me the price and I'll pay you.

Hidden agenda...

Tell me the price and I'll pay you.

Is it for sale?

Tell me the price and I'll pay you.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

9/09/2008 06:27:00 AM

TAKE A BOW

And the award for the best lie goes to you!
For making me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech.

I don't know for what reason, but I have been listening to this song for a week now.
I guess it's a matter of loving the idea of infidelity and the art of acting.
When at the same time your efforts of hiding everything suddenly flaunt at the open.

Saturday, September 6, 2008

9/06/2008 06:31:00 AM

MASKS of EXPRESSION

Random commentaries:

The facade of elegance and sophistication!
A masquerade of love and rage.
Combination of intelligence and talent.
The guise of elite orientation.

These are Janini's masks...
xoxo

Thursday, September 4, 2008

9/04/2008 07:39:00 AM

Catch-22 of a 4th year student

In a span of six months I am about to receive the ticket to my success. I will be a fully pledged teacher. Alas! I say, after four years of suffering and a total of 15 years in school inclusive of my pre-school. The good thing about elementary and high school is that you are not pressured to choose the path to take cause everything (ie. subjects) are generic. In college it doesn't defend on sheer fate. Honestly, I engaged in this course because of the assumption of an easy way to grab a diploma. Moreover, the University where I am in, adds the incentive of not only quality education but free education as well. On contrary, there were several moments in my life where I imagine myself teaching in front of many students. However, I still don't have the effrontery to truly engage in this vocation.

I say it's tedious and at times, compensated with the idea of nobleness. Which explains why I'm in the verge of confusion regarding the true essence of becoming a teacher. The frequent questions I ask myself:

After graduation;

Will I apply for a teaching post or work in a company for practical reasons?
Will I pass the licensure exam or decide of not taking it at all?

The kind of teacher I will be;

Will I be a teacher with the potential to inculcate the minds of my students with correct concepts? (Cognitive)
Will I be a teacher who is experienced-based and will lead my students to realize the concept of World Peace? (Affective)
Will I be a teacher who will mobilize my students to become pro-active and work for the betterment of the society? (Psychomotor)
Will I be a teacher who will espouse all the actions mentioned above? (Holistic)

This is a vicious cycle which circumnavigates my pathetic mind. I say, whatever I'll become is the direct result of my choice and values.

xoxo

"An ideal teacher is a teacher who faithfully practice the vocation and doesn't limit the service to the confines of the four-wall corners of the classroom rather extending the inherent and genuine passion to serve and teach the people who need him the most."

I quoted it from myself. If you ask me why? It's just that I can't believe that I uttered that statement.

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